It's cold here in the city It always seems that way And I've been thinking about you Almost everyday Thinking about the good times Thinking about the rain Thinking about about how sad it feels All alone again I'm sorry for the way things are around here I'm sorry things ain't what they used to be But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself I can't believe you went away Our friends all ask about you And I say you're doing fine And I expect to hear from you Almost any day But they all know I'm lying And I can't sleep at night They all know I'm dying Deep down inside I'm sorry for all the lies I told you I'm sorry if I never let you know But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself I can't believe you went away I'm sorry if I took some things for granted I'm sorry for the chains I put on you But more than anything else I'm sorry for myself For living without you