When you leave I can see what I used to be In your car Turned the key but it wouldn't start I lost a piece of myself Trapped inside this living hell I can't escape destiny My misery loves company And if I fall apart Torn and scarred Can I find myself? And if I can't restart Light the dark Will this ever heal? No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore And I won't let the sea swallow me I can find my peace in misery Wide awake I still dream in a vivid shade Crimson eyes And a face that glows pale white It cost me years I never had I measure pain in milligrams I pushed away the sympathy My misery can't cope with me And if I fall apart Torn and scarred Can I find myself? And if I can't restart Light the dark Will this ever heal? No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore And I won't let the sea swallow me I can find my peace in misery I've climbed the tallest mountain I still can't see I've pushed the greatest boulder It's rolling back on me A question with no answer I'm lost eternally I tried to buy the truth But you sold the lies to me And if I fall apart Torn and scarred Can I find myself? And if I can't restart Light the dark Will this ever heal? No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore So I'll just let the breeze scatter me I can find my peace in misery I can find my peace in misery I can find my peace in misery