All those years One day changes everything and Gone and your life and the passion fades away Saving for something That you'll never see in your days Shutting out everything that you need (Looking through distorted eyes) Beautiful disaster (Adding up a million lies) So much for ever after Building up your wall Everything you wanted Fit the pieces into holes we used to crowd away Giving in or leaving this now Now we have what we have become All the tears We never thought we'd see the day when The trappings of your life would seem to disappear Goin through the vacancy you leave behind Not what you have promised Not what you believed (Looking through distorted eyes) Beautiful disaster (Adding up a million lies) So much for ever after Building up your wall Everything you wanted Fit the pieces into holes we used to crowd away Finding out the truth when nothing really matters Chase the light that's blinding even as you crowd away Giving in or leaving this now Now we have what we have become Now you fight to ease your pain Now you know it's not the way out Now you know it's not the way out Not the way out Building up your wall Everything you wanted Fit the pieces into holes we used to crowd away Finding out the truth when nothing really matters Chase the light that's blinding even as you crowd away Now we have what we have become Giving in or leaving this now Now we have what we have become