Is there a god looking out for me? I've waited for what feels like centuries There's no change, barely coherent for a day And misery comes at me like a freight train The bitter taste, the barren waste I collapse in this burning space My soul reaches out to God But He can't reciprocate (He can't reciprocate) Clouds pass, covering the sun in my dreams My coma spanned for centuries, it seems Do you really understand Just how desolate my world can get? Said it's more like a noose tied tightly, tightly Around my neck My world is so desolate Ashes to ashes, dust to dust Either way, I don't know where I'll end up Clouds pass, covering the sun in my dreams My coma spanned for centuries, it seems Do you really understand Just how desolate my world can get? Said it's more like a noose tied tightly, tightly Around my neck My mother's dead, my lover's left Hanging by a thread Said it's more like a noose tied tightly, tightly Around my neck The louder that I scream, no one hears me The more that I'm awake, I'm still dreaming The louder that I scream, no one hears me The more that I'm awake, I'm still dreaming Don't you cry for me when I'm gone Pick up this scattered debris From the wreckage that I leave behind You can't save me; I'm not worth it anyway One foot on safe ground The other hanging off the edge