Lonely have I been, for so long, so long And though I try to stay strong In times of pain and oppression I've tried to count my blessings But the deeper I get, the deeper I let This shit get to me, the pain it gets the best of me And the only way out, the only way out Is when I close my eyes and shout a-whoaooooohooohoooh whaoooaawhoa a-whoa a-whoaooooohooohoooh whaoooaawhoa a-whoa Lonely have I been, for so long, so long Some things I'd done were so wrong I gave up the love that meant the most to me I'm guilty, the thought alone it kills me Well I've heard you found the love you were looking for That makes one of us, that makes one of us And it seems you've lost the love that came before That makes one of us, that makes one of us a-whoaooooohooohoooh whaoooaawhoa nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Well happiness you left me long ago whoa Try my best not to let it show whoa-e-whoa Will someone tell me when my day will come And when I'm low, will let me know I'm not the only one Well each and every one of my dreams have turned to nightmares In town, well even the hills ain't fair And you wont catch me ever jumping out of windows Shit can hit the fan, and that's just the way the wind blows What more can I say, it's just another terrible day in October