Pretended to speak of my heart's true intent the truth's dummy completely Forever adorned with a clown's false grin looking in the mirror, tears flow sad and slow. It will never change. never know till you see the end. I'm not asking for understand the ends justify the means but I realized I've shut me in I can't… If you don't take risks You don't deserve to wish You are not getting there while feeling life's not fair Comedy or tragedy it doesn't matter much to me. "You won't know it's make a wish" I whispered quietly Pretended to speak of my heart's true intent the truth is dummy (That's) not the real me Drowning in the deep of my own sorrows' sea A hole in my heart, unfillable gap remains It will never change. never know till you see the end. I'm not asking for understand the ends justify the means but I realized I've shut me in I can't take back what I meant If you don't take risks You don't deserve to wish You are not getting there while feeling life's not fair Comedy or tragedy it doesn't matter much to me. "You won't know it's make a wish" I whispered quietly beside me you