In your car again, I start to cry I hide under my coat, I smell your old spice On my back again, I wanna fuckin' die I wipe your sweat off my skin it's the same every time You say, "Please don't leave me I will leave this earth unhappy" So I shut my eyes and supply Erect a shrine of my selfless life You cut out my insides and I will hide the knife All I want is to be loved so nice You hurt me the same every day and I'll apologize You say, "Please don't leave me I will leave this earth unhappy" So I shut my eyes and supply One day I'll set fire to your car Wreck the sheets I once was fond off And maybe you will be gone too