Stronger Than I Was

歌詞

You used to say that I'd never be Nothing without you and I believe I'm shot in the lungs I gasp I can't breathe Just lay here with me baby hold me please And I beg and I plead drop to knees And I cry and I'd scream baby please don't leave Snatch the keys from your hand I would squeeze And you'd laugh and you'd tease you're just fucking with me And you must hate me Why do you date me if you say I make you sick And you've had enough of me I smother you I'm 'bout to jump off the edge But you won't break me you'll just make me stronger than I was Before I met you I bet you I'll be just fine without you And if I stumble I won't crumble I'll get back up and uhh And I'mma still be humble when I scream Fuck you Cause I'm stronger than I was A beautiful face is all that you had Cause on the inside you're ugly and mad But you're all that I love aggressed you can't leave Please stay here with me baby hold me please And I'd beg and I plead drop to knees And I'd cry and I'd scream baby please don't leave Cause you left and you took everything I had left And left nothing nothing for me So please don't wake me from this dream baby We're still together in my head And you're still in love with me 'til I woke up to discover that that dream was dead But you won't break me you'll just make me stronger than I was Before I met you I bet you I'll be just fine without you And if I stumble I won't crumble I'll get back up and uhh And I'mma still be humble when I scream Fuck you Cause I'm stronger than I was You walked out I almost died it was almost a homicide That you caused cause I was so traumatized Felt like I was in for a long bus ride I'd rather die than you not be by my side Can't count how many times I vomited cried Go to my room turn the radio on and hide Uh we were Bonnie and Clyde No on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie It was you and I why did I think it was ride or die Cause if you could've took my life you would've It's like you put a knife to my chest and pushed it right Through to the other side of my back and stuck a spike too Should've put up more of a fight but I couldn't At the time no one could hurt me like you could've Take you back now what's the likelihood of that Bite me bitch chewing on a nineteen footer Cause this morning I finally stood up Held my chin up finally showed a sign Of life in me for the first time since you left me And left me with nothing but shattered dreams And a life we could've had and we could've been But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in Pulling myself out of the dumps once again I'm getting up once and for all fuck this shit I'mma be late for the pity party But you're never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again Took it on the chin like a champ so don't lump me in with the chumpions I'm done being your punching bag it was the November 31st today Would've been our anniversary two years but you left on the 1st of May I wrote it on the calender was gonna call but couldn't think of the words To say but it came to me just now so I put 'em in a verse to lay And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was But I hate you cause you drained me I gave you all you gave me none But if you blame me you're crazy and after all that's said and done I'm still angry yeah I maybe I may never trust someone But you won't break me you'll just make me stronger than I was Before I met you I bet you I'll be just fine without you And if I stumble I won't crumble I'll get back up and uhh And I'mma still be humble when I scream Fuck you Cause I'm stronger than I was