I never thought I'd get away All there is fading fast today Maybe you sleep well in your head Bring on the night, let the cold moon burn instead Cause I'm gonna find my way to the sun If I destroy myself Swallowing habits die real hard And the coat she wore could not conceal the scars Beneath the magic of her lace Are a thousand lonely faces she can't place Cause I'm gonna find my way to the sun If I destroy myself, I can shine on I'm gonna find my way to the sun When I destroy myself, I can shine on Shine, shine, shine Sooner or later, masturbate or lose Stationary west way, running from you And true to self destructive veins We have found a way to keep the gifts that maims Cause I'm gonna find my way to the sun If I destroy myself, I can move on I'm gonna find my way (find my way) to the sun If I destroy myself, I can shine on Shine I'm gonna find my way to the sun If I destroy myself, I can shine on Shine, shine, shine, shine