I'm so bad, I've done worse than kill and steal I'm so bad, it's getting harder to conceal I've made these mistakes that I can't make up So many cuts that I can't sew shut So let's tear 'em up I'm so bad, self-destruct another night I'm so bad that even I can't make this right Don't wanna be alone I know I went too deep but at least I'm not alone Try to understand Breaking is the only way When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve I can't be honest, even with myself (I've made a mess again) Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart It's so wrong how I've used you for a crutch It's so wrong, I've fucked up and lost your trust Too late for tourniquets and bandages I'm damaged goods and that's the way it is Don't wanna be alone I know I went too deep but at least I'm not alone Try to understand Breaking is the only way When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve I can't be honest, even with myself (I've made a mess again) Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart So I don't fall apart The bloods is off my hands and that's okay It's what I thought I wanted but that's changed Don't wanna be alone I know I went too deep but at least I'm not alone Try to understand that I hate the way I am Breaking is the only way When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve I can't be honest, even with myself (I've made a mess again) Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart