I remember was the month October, In a garage I was standing, Scared and sombre, I could smell your breathing, And the pain you're leaving, So ashamed I'm feeling, And now I am left to fate. For all the times I've been losing my mind, You molest and destroy just a five year old boy, You made me suffer, Motherfucker, Ripped my heart out, It was so good. I remember words that never left me, For a skull of silver here's what you'd do for me, If you tell I'll kill you, Rip the child out from you, Wish that I could stop you, Please God make this go away. For all the times I've been losing my mind. You molest and destroy just a five year old boy. And you made me suffer, motherfucker. Ripped my heart out, Innocence was lost. And I feel it I can't take it I don't want it Anymore Was only five And I feel it Can't take it Anymore For all the times I heard you, Say in my god damned mind, Make it sooner if I suck you, I'd make you suffer, Make you suffer, Motherfucker For all the times I've been losing my mind, You molest and destroy just a five year old boy, And you make me suffer, motherfucker, Ripped my heart out I was only five Five