It's been 18 days Since I'd look at myself I don't wanna have to change If I don't then no one will Is it my state of mind Or is it just everything else I don't wanna have to be here I don't understand it now Cause its been eighteen days Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say its the hardest thing to do But that's another eighteen days Without you.. Time after time I've been through this You show me what it means to live You give me hope when I was hopeless As my days fade to night I remember that state of mind I'm soaring straight into your heart And I'll fly high Cause it's been eighteen days Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say it's the hardest thing to do But that's just too many days Without you And I know what they say About all good things Will they come to an end But I'll fight this time So that we might Have a chance at this Cause it's been 18 days Since I'd look at myself I don't wanna have to change If I don't then no one will Cause its been too many days But I'll fight this time So that we might Have a chance at this..