Searching for the smell of death Feel it in my bones Searching for a head to take Hunting all alone Raping, killing, torture, excites my soul Want to see the other side Wear the face of fear Want to feel my heart explode Evil is near I will be one of them Can it be Hatred will bury me Misery Swimming in pools of blood All around I am with the dead On the ground Searching for the winds of death Scorching me inside Years of violent servitude Ends in suicide Now I finally met Those I couldn't see Hear the screams of pain Now it's time to die.