Can't look at you the same way anticipating heartbreak And I know I'm putting on a brave face to meet you in the same place and I know Gotta let my mind find another space Cuz I heard these scars never go away And I am running out of ways to numb the pain So if you're gonna hurt me why don't you hurt me a little bit more Just dig a little deeper push a little harder than before And I'm counting down the seconds that we have I can see the end in sight at last So if you're gonna hurt me why don't you hurt me a little bit more Like breathing underwater where's the law and order I don't know You're sitting in the corner hide until it's over and it shows Building up my walls just to tear them down Tell me that it's love but force me to drown Building up my walls just to tear them down Tell me that it's love Never thought I would lose my grip I always thought it was an endless trip Never thought it would hurt so much Lost your way to another touch Well I thought you said you loved me