You said I'm holdin' onto heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' onto heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love The windy hell just over We knew that all would change Creates the strangest feelin' Just know they waitin' for the end I still have dreams about it The moment since they came The moment's never shown towards Because we faded into darkness I can still hear a silence I can still hear a clock that's tickin' You said I'm holdin' onto heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' onto heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love Holdin' onto heartache The nights, the changin' seasons Become the strangest days I called you twice but then regretted it And changed my number The questions that I'm askin' Where did it all go wrong? There's endless versions of that thing That keeps me driftin' back to darkness I can still hear your silence I can still hear a clock that's tickin' You said I'm holdin' onto heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' onto heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love You know the party's over When you're standin' in an empty space alone And time can always heal ya If you let it make its way into your bones Nothing's ever easy To be honest, I'm not easy on myself The second that I see ya The space between us just comes floodin' back You said I'm holdin' onto heartache You said I wear it like a crown It's gonna drag me down I'm holdin' onto heartache You should be starin' at the sky The birds just passin' by, love