Growing Sideways(Live From Fenway Park)

歌詞

So I took my medication And I poured my trauma out On some sad-eyed middle aged man's Over-priced new leather couch And we argued about Jesus Finally found some middle ground I said I'm cured And I've divvied up my anger Into thirty separate parts Keep the bad shit in my liver And the rest around my heart And I'm still angry at my parents For what their parents did to them But it's a start But I ignore things And I move sideways 'Till I forget what I felt in the first place At the end of the day I know there are worse ways To stay alive 'Cause everyone's growing And everyone's healthy I'm terrified that I might never have met me Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty I guess I'll drive I guess I'll drive So I forgot my medication Fell into a manic high. Spent my savings at a Lulu Now I'm suffering in style Why is pain so damn impatient Ain't like it's got a place to be Keeps rushing me But I ignore things And I move sideways 'Till I forget what I felt in the first place At the end of the day I know there are worse ways To stay alive 'Cause everyone's growing And everyone's healthy I'm terrified that I might never have met me Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty I guess I'll drive And if all my life was wasted I don't mind I'll watch it go It's better to die numb than feel at all Oh, if all my time was wasted I don't mind I'll watch it go It's better to die numb than feel at all But I ignore things And I move sideways 'Till I forget what I felt in the first place At the end of the day I know there are worse ways To stay alive 'Cause everyone's growing And everyone's healthy I'm terrified that I might never have met me Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty I guess I'll drive I guess I'll drive