I can go, but you should know that My situation is not under control and I alone sit Like a stone in Destiny's garden with my mind fully blown 'cause You're gone indefinitely You are a ring that was tossed in the sea I'll never find The love we shared I'd, I'd press "Rewind" But I'm already there So I picked up all your hair clips and packed 'em away Right next to the letters that you left me just in case we could figure it out on a better day In plastic boxes from New York to LA I don't wanna die, but I don't have a reason to stay I wanted space and time, spent Time in space, but What does it matter now that nothing remains? I Cannot sleep when All I hear is A silent symphony of pain and disgrace, now I don't waste every one of my days Blind, deaf, and dumb I'm a man with no face, let's Take this wall and paint it red, I I put a gun to the side of my head When I picked up all your hair clips and packed 'em away Right next to the letters that you left me so that I could go cry again on a future day In plastic boxes from New York to LA I don't wanna die, but I don't have a reason to stay No, no, no, no, no, no, nah, nah, nah, nah, not today I don't have a reason to stay No, no, nah, not today, not today No, nah, hey I no longer exist I no longer exist I no longer exist