once I thought I'd die alone no one cares about a tiny stone cheap sex, nothing out of love drinking shots to have a good laugh It's not pessimistic I am just realistic I kind of enjoyed that or rather, I didn't want more than I already had that was me before you came to me that was me, I used to be that was me before you came to me not today once I thought I'd never have kids because I didn't know what father's love is and I looked out for number one everything changes when you have a son do you think I was selfish? I was just realistic like I told you before I didn't want more than I already had that was me before you came to me that was me, I used to be that was me before you came to me not today I wasn't wrong I wasn't right I was just searching for a tiny light I think it was you if I could stop the time and stand by your side but I gotta keep moving on hope you don't feel alone stop crying I'm always thinking of you sorry I kept you waiting your daddy is coming home remember this song even when I'm gone even when I'm gone stay strong because your life will go on