I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fist fight Looking up at the flower moon Wishing you could see the view I'm so tired, but I can never sleep Woke up crying from another dream. I've seen this one before You leave me at the door Broken record watch you run away I would never say it but I want you to stay I see the warning signs Ignore them every time All I've ever known is walking the tightrope (Tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope) Holding onto the illusion of control (Control, control, control, control) I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fist fight Underneath the flower moon Wishing you could see the view Tryna keep it all together But we both know I'm not getting any better Lonely in a crowded room Only one I want is you Should I stay? The illusion of control Should I go? (Control, control, control, control) Watch the color leaving from your face Promising it won't always be this way I wish I could pretend That I could trust again One foot in and the other foot out 'Cause I'm too scared if I jump I'll drown We've been trying not to hit the ground But what goes up must come down All I've ever known is walking the tightrope (Tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope) Holding onto the illusion of control (Control, control, control, control) I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fist fight Underneath the flower moon Wishing you could see the view Tryna keep it all together But we both know I'm not getting any better Lonely in a crowded room Only one I want is you Should I stay? The illusion of control Should I go? (Control, control, control, control) It's so hard being hard wired Voices in my head conspire Telling me you're such a liar Spreading like wildfire It's so hard being hard wired Voices in my head conspire Telling me you're such a liar Spreading like wildfire I've been up for three nights With my head and my heart in a fist fight Underneath the flower moon Wishing you could see the view Tryna keep it all together But we both know I'm not getting any better Lonely in a crowded room Only one I want is you I've been up for three nights Should I stay? Walking the tightrope Should I stay? (Tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope, tightrope) Tryna keep it together Should I go? The illusion of control Should I go? (Control, control, control, control)