I know that I'm no saint My head is in the clouds They called you a mistake But I still say your name out loud They called me a stupid girl Just like my mom Too many men passed through my arms At seventeen I looked into your eyes Knew I could never comfort your cries Every April still reminds me of you The child I never knew My lullaby in blue It all goes by so fast How lovely you must be Why you've reached the age at last That I was when your daddy lived with me How I wish we could meet somewhere Talk it through There is so much I would say to you There are others, I'm not alone A younger brother you've never known And a baby girl who so reminds me of you The child I never knew My lullaby in blue As the years go by Try not to think of us sadly Believe it if you can I want to see you so badly On your birthday, Mama's thinking of you The child I never knew My lullaby in blue My lullaby in blue My lullaby