They called me a good girl when I was a child. Mama always hugged me and said that "you are like an angel". Why I always have this feeling when I am in my room? I wonder what it's like not to feel like I'm worthless. Waking up in the middle of a dream. Even if I close my eyes, I can never go back to sleep. The pain I've felt sneaks out of my eyes. It tells me who I am so... I've been working hard for so long. I'm moving through the crowd to find my way. They're always comparing me to others. But I'm me. Growing up is not as fun as I thought it would be. Waking up in the middle of a dream. Even if I close my eyes, I can never go back to sleep. The pain I've felt sneaks out of my eyes. It tells me who I am so I'll believe in myself. I don't like wasting my life pretending to be someone that I'm not meant to be. I'm just gonna make it. I don't like wasting the beauty of the sun rise I can see I just wanna feel it. I'm just gonna make it. Waking up in the middle of a dream. Even if I close my eyes, I can never go back to sleep. The pain I've felt sneaks out of my eyes. It tells me who I am so I'll believe in myself. I don't like wasting my life pretending to be someone that I'm not meant to be. I'm just gonna make it. I don't like wasting the beauty of the sun rise I can see. I just wanna feel it. I'm just gonna make it. I don't like wasting my life pretending to be someone that I'm not meant to be. I'm just gonna make it. I don't like wasting the beauty of the sun rise I can see. I just wanna feel it. I'm just gonna make it.