Sleeping in parking lots And missing all my friends a lot Remembering what I forgot when I was a kid Shake the dust and breaking in Defining all my innocence And wondering aloud if I will do this again But it seems The closest that I'll ever be Is when I let the world fall around me Someday, my body will be Just a body And a big white light before me Lets me know these days will end But I got today And the only plan I've made Is to love like I might never get to love someone again (Again) I'm taking lots of reckless drives To ease the edge of reckless minds I never thought that I would feel this close to myself Laughing so I wouldn't cry And crying 'cause I don't know why But feeling every feeling always seems to help And it seems The closest that I come to free Is when I let the world fall around me Someday, my body will be Just a body And a big white light before me Lets me know these days will end But I got today And the only plans I've made Are to love like I might never get to love someone again