Turn the lights down let me think clearly Everything is such a blur these days Made the right sound Finally you hear me Think I'm feeling ok But it's so hard to grasp these changes It's so hard to find my pride Diving deeper into madness Anything it takes to feel alive Well we can't go back We don't know where to begin All the life drains out We can't try making amends Even though I'm trying my best Doing all I can As you might have guessed I don't know how to pretend I can't accept that the past is dead Open up now give me some feeling Took a chance threw it all away It's a wreck now nobody's healing How the hell can I stay When it's so hard to grasp these changes It's so hard to find my pride Diving deeper into madness Anything it takes to feel alive Well we can't go back We don't know where to begin All the life drains out We can't try making amends Even though I'm trying my best Doing all I can As you might have guessed I don't know how to pretend I can't accept that the past is dead I can't accept that the past is dead I can't accept that the past is dead Well we can't go back We don't know where to begin All the life drains out We can't try making amends Even though I'm trying my best Doing all I can As you might have guessed I don't know how to pretend I can't accept that the past is dead