There's so many times that I That I have lost my mind Whoever wonders that I Can't ask But I can't lie I've tried saving my face, but Not sure that's what I wanted No, I Oh, I I thought I did before This life ain't what you asked As I thought out loud I travelled far for this Do you wonder why I still drown? And I hold my breath When I take a chance You're too used to this now When there's no air left Well, who's pulling me up? Mm I could tell that I'm missed I'm surely damned But that won't ever stop me I have always had this crown But they can only taste it now I could tell in the midst I'm surely down But that won't ever stop me I have always had this crown But they can only taste it now What you say This ain't right This went left Coming back home I ain't got time for this Who you love Who you blame Who asked for this When did you make up your mind that I had time for this? Been too long, two months But now I called you up Yeah, you were there But you knew nothing about me How'd you learn if you don't hear the words I said? Maybe you could feel it through my pain instead I could tell that I'm missed I'm surely damned But that won't ever stop me I have always had this crown But they can only taste it now I could tell in the midst I'm surely down But that won't ever stop me I have always had this crown But they can only taste it now