I pour two cups of coffee Put the paper on the table So we can share the morning news Your voice answers our phone when we're not home Friends who call leave a message here for you Every night I leave the light on, you're just working late As far as I can see everything is still the same And my heart will never know So I don't fall apart I fool myself for another day That you're not really gone After all this time it's still too hard to let you go As long as I don't say goodbye My heart will never know It's been a long cold December, the snow outside keeps fallin' I'll light a fire when you get home It reminds me of the first night we make love Like it would last forever, and nothing could go wrong You're a part of me, a part of everything I do So I keep holding on, hiding from the truth And my heart will never know So I don't fall apart I fool myself for another day That you're not really gone After all this time it's still too hard to let you go As long as I don't say goodbye My heart will never know After all this time it's still too hard to let you go As long as I don't say goodbye My heart will never know