Still awake on a winters day Skies are grey and it's cold Smoke signals from my last cigarett Lets me know that it's finally getting old Everybody hates me for the night before The man you saw wasn't me And now there's blood upon the bathroom floor I've got a disease. Wait a while all i need is a friend Come on stay a while won't you please understand. I'm fucked up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death I know that I've taken my last breath. Memories of how it used to be Painted thick on my walls Cold illusions pumping thorugh my veins Felt them there but I didn't hear them call Washed away all my darkest fears Shoved them down to my soul I keep them aged like a vintage wine I'm sure they'll come out when they're ready to go. Wait a while all i need is a friend Come on stay a while won't you please understand. I'm fucked up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death I know that I've taken I'm fucked up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after death I know that I've taken my last breath.