I come up for air But I still can't breathe And I still can't see my hands in front of me And I'd tell you if I dare That I don't feel free And I just can't be living a life That you cut out for me I look up to the sky, with salt in my eyes And a pain in my chest Holding me down as I'm washing away what you said But I won't be holding my breath Your love comes in waves Don't you ever wonder what it feels like? Underwater feeling low until you see white? Never knowing if we're drifting away Your love comes in waves (x2) I toss and I turn and I fall and I rise It's sink or it's swim Getting caught up in your riptide And it's rising in the air The tension speaks My reflection sees All that I had tried not to believe I look up to the sky, with tears in my eyes And a pain in my chest Beating the life from the only good thing I had left But I won't be holding my breath