I'm gonna star in my own psychological thriller So go grab a seat now There will be blood and gore A box office killer, a sellout Make me a spectacle I'll have a beautiful chemical meltdown Loosing the screws in my brain, could be any day now They gon' put me in a madhouse Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out They wanna love me, hate me then slut-shame me Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (La-la-la-la-la-la) They gon' put me in the madhouse But is it you or is it me? No more brain, serotonin, and kerosene Diagnosed with seeing things Maybe 'cause I know my brain (Brain, brain) Go ahead, take a peek Maybe let you under the hood I'll scare the shit out of you like nothing else ever could I scare myself sometimes, I almost took my life Now look who's got the knife They gon' put me in a madhouse Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out They wanna love me, hate me then slut-shame me Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (La-la-la-la-la-la) They gon' put me in the madhouse But is it you or is it me? (But is it you or is it me?) They gon' put me in a madhouse Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out They wanna love me, hate me then slut-shame me Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (La-la-la-la-la-la) They gon' put me in the madhouse But is it you or is it me?