I don't know what I've been doing, I don't know what I've become, I've been trying, I should try harder, You know I wanted to believe in everything I had I don't know where I've been going, Don't know what it was about, I was excited, you were excited too, I know I fuck up everything, every time Come inside. You know everything I hide. It's a stupid way of life; It's the only one I got, I've been trying to forget it; I've been trying to forgive, Is this the only way to do it? Is this the only way to live? Come inside. You know everything I hide. It's a stupid way of life; It's the only one I got, I've been trying to forget it; I've been trying to forgive, Is this the only way to do it? Is this the only way to live? I don't know where I've been going, Don't know what it was about, I've been trying, I tried to get it too, You know I wanted to understand what could get me I don't know what I was doing, I don't know what I've become, But I'm excited; You know I'm coming up, You know I'm going to get rid of everything I had Come inside. You know everything I hide. It's a stupid way of life; It's the only one I got, I've been trying to forget it; I've been trying to forgive, Is this the only way to do it? Is this the only way to live?