staying up late late at night laying on the floor in my bedroom “I’ll be okay” I’m lying to myself on the daily lately I’ve been in and out of my head I’m stuck with these demons and I can’t rest god knows I’ve tried I need you to just leave me alone tears fall through the palm of my hands I feel the pain in the back of my head I fall apart and turn to ashes my heartbeat is going slower I can feel the pressure in my lungs I can’t breathe I fall apart I’m going nowhere 泣き疲れてふて寝 cause I’m so tired 放心状態 零れ落ちてゆく涙はいつも 雨に紛れて消えてしまうの 冷たい風が僕の体を冷やして 心は目の色よりも黒くなっていく they say that I’m no one till I’m somebody 閉ざしてた心の鍵を探してる いっそ逃げてしまいたい行く 当てもなく oh I tried to run I couldn’t hide I’m ready to die もうこの思考が頭から離れない shit I’ve been looking for answers (but nothing ever helped) tears fall through the palm of my hands I feel the pain in the back of my head I fall apart and turn to ashes my heartbeat is going slower I can feel the pressure in my lungs I can’t breathe I fall apart I’m going nowhere I just cannot understand I believe in nothing at all tears fall through the palm of my hands I feel the pain in the back of my head I fall apart and turn to ashes my heartbeat is going slower I can feel the pressure in my lungs I can’t breathe I fall apart I’m going nowhere I just cannot understand I believe in nothing at all