Oh fuck, you're still alive, I'm glad to see you again Oh, I'm really scared, I swear that I failed to know I hear you say that I never seemed to love you And when I'm asleep I don't want to hear you And I don't know that I saw you drown And I don't know what I saw And I don't know you drowned Oh, you never saw, I bleed to keep you unknown No you would never know what I felt, left all alone And I lied to please the crowd that I belong to as well And I lied [unverified] Crawl out and share the love I can't explain the anger and that once I used to know That I was the one who tried to escape Tried to hold you back in my head And I didn't want to hurt you And I didn't want to hear you And I didn't want to leave you And couldn't even reach you And I lied, so I lied, never lied