If you can hear this Don't assume that I'm talking to you Yesterday everything I thought I believed in died But today is my birthday Today is my birthday I don't need you, I'll say it to myself It doesn't mean I won't need somebody Anyone with half a soul will hear this And they'll never leave me If you don't know what forever feels like I'll show you what it feels like without it I'll show you what it feels like without it This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in I can get by now, I'm not really dead But I really needed someone to save me Leaving me alone to die Is worse than having the guts to kill me If you don't know what forever feels like I'll show you what it feels like without it I'll show you what it feels like without it This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in Not letting you win, won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss Not letting you win, won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss (If you don't know what forever feels like) Not letting you win, won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss Not letting you win, won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss (I'll show you what it feels like without it) Not letting you win, won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss Not letting you win, won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss