I'm losing touch with my reality, I hate this Chasing ghosts until I black out, it's useless Maybe one day your God will judge me She'll fuck me and taste me Let's say that I've found the one Veins are flowing with her love I feel alive I don't know why, I don't know why I'm dead inside I don't know why, I don't know why I'm dead inside I close my eyes, I see the light This over, over, overdose Searching for release to take the pain away again Losing sleep, I think I might be addicted Maybe one day I'll meet your maker I'll smile and thank her I feel alive I don't know why, I don't know why I'm dead inside I don't know why, I don't know why I'm dead inside I close my eyes, I see the light This over, over, overdose There's no denying I've torn apart my insides What I've done can't be undone Took things too far and now I've lost my fucking mind You left me, you left me dead inside Dead inside Dead inside I feel alive I don't know why, I don't know why I'm dead inside I don't know why, I don't know why I'm dead inside I close my eyes, I see the light This over, over, overdose Dead inside Dead inside