oh are you bipolar one or two?

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The moment I turn twenty-three I'll grab the gun my father gave to me On my birthday when I turned seventeen I'll lay a note right next to me that says "Split the money that I have evenly between my mom and my dad" I'll speak so eloquently on what to do with each half I'll tell Rebecca, "Buy a home down the road from Cypress Grove" And I know, Mother, you don't want me to go but I must go And I'll tell Mark to buy a car Please know you're always in my heart Even when my conscious self departs, you did your job And to Chris, I hope you're smilin' 'Cause you kept the boy from dying For almost a decade, man, fuck what my friends say One twitch of the finger, fuck around and I'm dead weight Don't believe what the press say I did this for me and no one else in the best way To all of my friends, you know I wish you the best And when you say my name, say that shit with your chest And I think I should be clear, I don't want I don't wan' be here with people that That I didn't know last year at fuckin' all You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off Girl, I don't want to be here at all, at all, at all, at all, at all I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say That I don't wan' be here fucking all I wonder if tomorrow would've been better In all honesty, it don't even matter at all 'Cause it bends, it breaks, it folds And I'm here right now so just hear me out Know I let you down, but I can't, no, I can't I can't change anything, this trajectory It was meant for me, it was meant to be Don't let my mom see me before they bury me 'Cause the man in that coffin, shit, he's barely me Plenty people gon' say they were there for me They weren't there for me, they didn't care for me, so I don't wan' be here with people that That I didn't know last year at fuckin' all You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off Girl, I don't want to be here at all, at all, at all, at all, at all I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say That I don't wan' be here fucking all