In this present darkness I fall Fall upon broken knees Crawl through weight of depression Haunted by an unborn ghost I'll never know your fears Never see me in your eyes Curse the one that stole your name from me This is the monster that They create Scratch through the underside The underside of this darkness From seconds of your conception Minutes leading your death Sentence will shackle me And turn eyes red I will constantly endure The pain of its creation How can I lie awake? Grace At night I lie awake How can I lie awake? My love will stay dead In this present darkness I fall