Under the Big Top

歌詞

I'm still here under the moon (2x) I was just a child but you seemed like so much more The way you would approach me and drift across the floor I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile I never understood it, was I even worth your while? The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit Cuz I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit But you would always hold me and stand there by my side We were only seventeen; we'd be together till we died But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!! I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years I would do the time just to equal all your tears The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom Is that we'd always be together, cuz we're both under the moon (CHORUS) I'll forever love you, even in your doom We'll always be together cuz we're both under the moon I'll forever love you, even in your doom We'll always be together I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone I've justified your pain, but now I sit alone I write another letter, I write one every day I never got a letter back, I write em anyway I try to call collect, your number has been changed I'm staring at the light bulb and I start to feel deranged You never came to visit me, I sit facing the glass No one's on the other side, now it's in the past My head is always spinning, I'm pounding on the wall I feel like I'm forgotten, no sign of you at all You're probably getting married, you're probably getting fucked I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that motherfucker up I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode My teeth are turning into dust, skin is growing mold I'm staring out the window of my eternal doom I know that you are out there, somewhere underneath the moon [Chorus (1x)] Many, many years, many more to go Does she still remember? God, he only knows I've now become a savage, They chain me to a wall I still can see no body, I still can hear no call I'm nothing but a maggot, I'm locked away and lost The world it doesn't want me, my dignity is tossed And to the girl for whom I feel this doom Look here, fuck you and the moon Hey! Fuck you and the moon (5x) [Chorus (8x)] I'm still here under the moon I'm still here under the moon (still under the moon)