It's not just a phase Now let me explain I'm working through some shit Sometimes I'm medicated It's not too late It's hard to relay The thoughts in my brain I'm working for a life that's not domesticated It never goes the way that you planned Success is a door that always slams I'm trying to break it I'm trying to break it Searching for words, and praying for signs I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme Don't know how to say it Don't know how to say it That I'm losing my mind Trying to find the perfect line I think I'm running out of time I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle Yeah I'm losing my mind Counting seconds passing by And I don't know when I'll be fine I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle A miracle It's not just a show I need you to know I'm trying to keep it real, sometimes it's complicated This battle for gold is killing my soul It's hard to be yourself when all you feel is jaded It never goes the way that you planned Success is a door that always slams I'm trying to break it I'm trying to break it Searching for words, and praying for signs I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme Don't know how to say it Don't know how to say it That I'm losing my mind Trying to find the perfect line I think I'm running out of time I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle Yeah I'm losing my mind Counting seconds passing by And I don't know when I'll be fine I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle A miracle I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle It never goes the way that you planned Success is a door that always slams I'm trying to break it I'm trying to break it Searching for words, and praying for signs I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme Don't know how to say it Don't know how to say I'm minutes away from going insane Cause I'm losing my mind Trying to find the perfect line I think I'm running out of time I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle Yeah I'm losing my mind Counting seconds passing by And I don't know when I'll be fine I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle A miracle I need a miracle I need a mira-miracle, a mira-miracle A miracle