Track byBen Folds Five
there was a time when I had nothing to explain oh this mess I have made but then things got complicated my innocence has all but faded oh this mess I have made and I don't believe in god so I can't be saved all alone as I've learned to be in this mess I have made all the untested virtue the things I said I'd never do least of all to you I know he's kind and true I know that he is good to you he'll never care for you more than I do but I don't believe in love and I can't be changed all alone as I've learned to be in this mess I have made the same mistakes over and over again there are rooms in this house that I don't open anymore dusty books of pictures on the floor that she will never see she'll never see that part of me I want to be for her what I could never be for you but I don't believe in god so I can't be saved all alone as I've learned to be in this mess I have made