Crushing you inside of my grip again You’re breathing in Pushing this aside till when? Ignoring that pain Felt you creep inside of my head again It all depends on where I am and who I’m there with It’s rough when we’re both square one With so much undone, who lost and who won? All rain, no sun Don’t want to have to speak to anyone Said this will kill if you let it Somehow I forget I should be asleep I shouldn’t be upset Playing the victim While you’re still here Blaming the future on the things I fear Waking up to gloom and routine again You’re breathing in That air that dries your lungs But you kept our trust And said do what you must to be happy And I left with a debt that called me Out quick to be honest with it all So now I just sing about missing this and missing that but what will it really bring? Just a special circumstance Where in lies the worst part that I can’t accept Coming up on Fall are there things we haven’t spoke on yet? Said you won’t regret But you and I are one in the same Don’t want to have to feel numb I don’t want this undone Don’t want to have to speak to anyone