Torture

歌詞

Remember one time dog, this fiend owed the boss Put peanut butter on her pussy, let his pits lick it off Back when I was living on Flanders Seen another dope fiend beat another with a hammer Remember at the park, seen a nigga at the payphone Got rocked in his dome, momma picked me up and ran home Was like fucking seven years old When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove Damn near burned his top lip off, so my mind ticked off Desensitized to a lot of things, mind would drift off Wish it was what I seen on TV I snapped outta that, unc' beating on my auntie Gunshots outside was sorta like fireworks We know they ain't fireworks, it's December 21st Cold winter with a kerosene heater On the couch so cold can't take off your sneakers, and it's torture Look in my mind and see the horrors All the shit that I've seen, nigga it's torture I feel like a prisoner of war Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb Probably need a shrink, can't get a wink So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep Close my eyes, look up, fiend said 1 for 8 Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face Reached in my pocket served him nervous as a surgeon Can't believe where I'm at, 'posed be writing verses Heard a knock at the door, 'nother fiend wanted fo' Gave him what he came for, told him go to the sto' Let me get a box a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola Gave his ass another stone now guess what it's over He ain't come back, before I could look back I heard the wood on the door crack, and they yelling "Police!" With this work up in my jeans, man this a bad dream, and it's torture Look in my mind and see the horrors All the shit that I've seen, nigga it's torture