It's such an ugly thing the way you treated me I should have walked away Never to look back It's all still haunting me I'm still in disbelief A broken memory Fading into black I could save you but I fucking hate you there's no escaping it You're never gonna fucking see You don't know me and you don't own me and you can't control me It's only in your fucking dreams I don't know when I lost it all - when I lost control I don't know if I can ever let this - ever let this go There's nothing you could say to make me want to change You should have walked away Now you fucking run It's all just such a waste The time you stole from me and now you're on your knees Look into the gun I won't save you I fucking hate you There's no escaping it I'm never gonna fuckin' see I don't know you and I don't want to you're uncontrollable A nightmare not a fucking dream I don't know when I lost it all - when I lost control I don't know if I can ever let this - ever let this go I don't know if I can ever let this ever let it go I don't know I don't know if I can I don't know when I lost) when I lost it all - when I lost control I don't know (I'll never this go, I'll never let it go) if I can ever let this - ever let this go