sometimes we fight sometimes i cry why dont i just tell him goodbye sometimes i should but sometimes i dont build up the strength to say that its wrong sometimes i hate sometimes i love sometimes i hurt sometimes i dont sometimes i wait for him to change but its okay i just got to pay (yeah) and i dont ever wanna leave em' alone they say im brain washed but im in love with this man (yeahhh) keep tellin myself that its not worth it i already know i dont deserve it but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare so when will i wake up and scream no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare) sometimes i keep it cool sometimes i let 'em know sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door sometimes i feel safe sometimes i really dont sometimes i promise that im ready to let 'em gooo but i dont ever wanna leave 'em alonee they say im brain washed but im in love with this man (ooooh) keep tellin myself that its not worth it i already know i dont deserve it but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare so when will i wake up and scream no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare) hopein hes changing but im scared hes not cant see a way to leave him he open'd my eyes and i.. keep tellin myself that its not worth it i already know i dont deserve it but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare (perfect) keep tellin myself that its not worth it i already know i dont deserve it but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare so when will i wake up and scream no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare) no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you i dont mind hurting this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare) * [ perfect nighmare ] *