Lying in my bed Feeling very sad Thinking whether to die Or to masturbate Looking for a blade Want to make an end I would like to cut my veins But I am too afraid Watching MTV Feeling like a creep Many tons of tits and ass And nothing is for me Oh, how much I despise All those sleezy, smiling guys Always knowing what is "in" And what to eat to be slim Impossible it seems That they are human beings I wonder if they ever have To shit or take a leak The only thing I really need Is something tough and masculine Nice brave guys in uniforms And comradeship in easy wars The only thing I really need To improve my self-esteem Is an enemy, a rifle and something to fight for