Kill Myself

歌詞

I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix the fence In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends I won't leave a note For any one to find Tomorrow they'll know What I've done here tonight The drastic steps I've taken Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me So what the hell I fought I lied I drank too much Hurt every one I've ever touched Just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell This is not some cry for help It's goodbye I wish you well Because I love you I'm gonna kill myself Now who is that In my easy chair Now wait a minute That's the old me sitting there And I thank God The devil in me died Because I stand before you now A man changed and alive The drastic steps I've taken Were just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me So what the hell I fought I lied I drank too much Hurt everyone I've ever touched Just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell This is not some cry for help It's goodbye I wish you well Because I love you I had to kill myself I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix that fence In my final hours I'm gonna tie up These loose ends