Oh fuck you're still alive - I'm glad to see you again Oh I'm really scared, I swear that I failed to know I hear you say that I never seemed to love you And when I'm asleep I don't want to hear you .... And I don't know that I saw you drown And I don't know what I saw And I don't know.... you drowned Oh you never saw, I bleed to keep you unknown No you would never know, what I felt: left all alone And I lied to please the crowd that I belong to as well And I lied ..... Crawl out and share the love I can't explain the anger and that once I used to know That I was the one who tried to escape Tried to hold you back in my head And I didn't want to hurt you And I didn't want to hear you And I didn't want to leave you And couldn't even reach you And I lied - so I lied - never lied