In a desperate mind Little gardens grow They grow very wide They grow very tall Why am I alive? Urban wonderland By the fence I stand In and out of hand There are many paths Dripping dark, so dense Do not enter here Enter over there Why am I alive? Urban wonderland By the fence I stand In and out of hand People closing in Barking at my mind Shoving me to wine I want all alone I want my own home I want my own girl Help me hate the world Own and love my life Why am I alive? Urban wonderland By the fence I stand In and out of hand