I love you, I hate you I'm on the fence it all depends Whether I'm up, I'm down I'm on the mend Transcending all reality I like you, despise you, admire you What are we gonna do When everything all falls through? I must confess I've made a mess Of what should be a small success But I digress At least I've tried my very best I guess This that the other Why even bother It won't be with me on my death bed But I'll still be in your head Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you Tell me I'm exceptional I promise to exploit you Give me all your money and I'llmake some origami, honey I think you're a joke but I don't find you very funny My internal monologue is saturated analogue It's scratched and drifting I've become attached to the idea It's all a shifting dream bitter sweet philosophy I've got no idea how I even got here I'm resentful I'm having an existential time crisis What bliss Daylight savings won't fix this mess Underworked and oversexed I must express my disinterest The rats are back inside my head What would Freud have said? Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you Tell me I'm exceptional I promise to exploit you Give me all your money and I'll make some origami, honey I think you're a joke but I don't find you very funny I wanna wash out my head with turpentine and cyanide I dislike this internal diatribe When I try to catch your eye I hate seeing you crying in the kitchen I don't know why it affects me like this When you're not even mine to consider Erroneous, harmonious I'm hardly sanctimonious Dirty clothes, I suppose We all outgrow ourselves I'm a fake I'm a phoney I'm awake I'm alone I'm homely I'm a Scorpio Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you Tell me I'm exceptional I promise to exploit you Give me all your money and I'll make some origami, honey I think you're a joke but I don't find you very fun Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you Tell me I'm exceptional I promise to exploit you Give me all your money and I'll make some origami, honey I think you're a joke but I don't find you very funny