the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams

歌詞

I have dreamt about what it's like to die And I saw myself becoming shadows again Just like I did when I was a kid I saw my bones crack open and all the things I've been hiding from you spill out All the secrets that I never thought I'd tell anyone about I am warm and I am bored and I am drifting through this place It's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me But I wish that I'd never met a lot of the people that I've met Not because I don't like them but because I only let them down And when you disappoint everyone all the time it's hard not to want to die Constantly I feel this weird and shameful feeling Like I'm being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes Behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars And everywhere I go I know I'm not welcome