Have you ever been there In this life time Have you ever dreamed of In the night time Have you ever been blinded In the day time Because there's nothing to hide Cause it's all in your mind I've watched the ashes Fall onto the ground Into my lungs Which I have found My life was cut short In this painfull life Help me kill away the pain Just hand me that fucking knife No more reason to live One more reason to die I hope you know That it wasn't mine.