Gazing up to the blackened sky Makes part of me slowly die Among the clouds I can see a dove The messenger of love Follow it, they said, to paradise Afterwards I hate them and their lies It was the beginning of my demise I've been in paradise, don't want to go back It made my feelings go numb and black I couldn't find the desire of my heart It was far away and slowly breaking apart Hypocrisy and lies There is no fucking paradise Looking for the love of my life It isn't in your fucking paradise I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate Among the clouds I can see a dove The messenger of hate